BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND TWITTER BACKGROUNDS

Monday, July 25, 2011

new scholarrr...


alhamdulillahh.. scholar da masuk 5 hari yg laluu.. terasa amat super duper lama tggu scholar kali ni.. yela.. last scholar masuk.. banyak gila bnda yg kena settle kan..:

1.renew permit kat sini untuk setahun
2. bayar rumah setahun
3. bayar untuk short sem
4.dengan laptop plak yg rosak wat hall...

klu ikut senarai kat atas ni mmg scholar aku 3 bulan abes.. aku mau makan ap maaa 2 bulan kat indon????? klu kat umah leh gak makan tdo.. penginapan xyah bayar.. makan leh ag mak tanggung.. nk g mane2 leh ajak sape2... xshopping pon xdehal.. tp bila duk kat luar jauh dr parents ni mmg macam ni la.. berdikari tu kdg2 sakit tp dari situ kita blajar camne nk menghargai dwet yg ad... walau sedetails mane pon bajet yg kita buat,tp biasanya akan exceed the budget la..

dan cholar kali ni masuk ponn de benda nk buat jugakkk... owhhhh2.. aku nk salahkan tuan rumah sebab mintk dwet umah untuk setahun yg akan datang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku nk mengamuk kat tuan umah sebab mereka meng 'short' kan scholar aku.. hari tu tanya dia,mb dia xnk mintk dwet... jadi,aku dah plan la nk beli tiket2.. nk beli barang2 sume.. da lama xbalik kan.. ngan barang org kirim sume... sakit atie jugakkk.... tau la dekat nk raya2 ni kannnnn... aku pon mau beraya juga maaa.... huhuhuhu.... okay..now aku tulis kat bawah ni pe yg dah buat.. owhhh2.. dwet aku JPA da kasi untuk 3 bulan terus which is rm3000.. banyak???? takde la banyak ponnn.. klu duk Kl seribu sebulan ckup?? ngan makan.. transport.. bayar sewa umah.. beli buku ???..kalau anda cukup,tahniah diucapkan!hahah

jom kita maen bajet2 okay?? lets go!..:D

1. beli barang2 org kirim da rm500
2.beli tiket one way rm 150..( tiket kl-jakarta lom beli ye..)
3.bayar sewa umah setengah tahun rm 800
4.beli barang tuk diri sendiri rm 150
5.barang umah+ bil2 segala bagai rm100
so total=rm1700
balance kat tangan rm300
baki dalam bank rm1000( survive tuk 2 bulan after balik raya)

haaaa... ni la bajet sy.. setiap bulan bajet mmg cukup2 je... kalau xbajet mmg hancur lebur.. every month mmg ad je bnda nk beli.. lbh2 lagi klu msuk sem baru.. dengan barang2 dental yg super mahal... jarum kecik cenoet dah harga seploh hengget.. aku tolak ngan jari sket pon da bengkok.. hoho...

so kepada org yg cakp siti wan normastura ni mmg boros tahap hape tu,tlong2 la stop mengata sy.. pedih tahu x. stakat aku blanje tuk diri aku stakat rm150 hengget tu pon kira banyak ke weh?? . ko xhidup kat luar.. n xmerasa hidup jauh,jgn cepat nk judge aku... aku mintk dwet ngan parents or abg kakak aku pon bleh kira ngan jari je bape kali selama 3 tahun aku kat indon ni... tpp yang bape kali tulahhhh yg ko nampak kannn...........ko tolong ad kat tempat aku dan ko rasa kan bagaimana nk survive.!ko nak!??

k,la..babai..

Saturday, July 23, 2011

lullaby~~







i cant sleep.. am trying to sleep.. im fail to sleep.. and i keep on thinking how the date will be .. too much thinking aite?? with the low self esteem nowday.. becouse why?? owhh .. only girls know what thinks think ... accept girls who doesn't care bout the pink colours of the women heart..
cant write more.. try to sleep again bcz i've plan to do tomorrow.. nynites peeps..

p/s:mish awak....











Wednesday, July 20, 2011

waitingg.......


6 days left.. and me?? sooooo exited? hurmm.. exited + nervous.. why?its normal for everyone who live in condition like me... jz pray hard so that everything that we plan will run smoothly.. insyaallah... u pray.. i pray.. and u peeps pray for us too...

will updates u later only if u wanna share the happiness with me..:).

current addiction: falling in love song by siti nurhaliza.. owh.. i do follow her since 1997 till today.. she has the aura and yes.. she is really2 called woman.. soft.. gentle.. u jz can observe her from the way she talk,she sing and when she dance,u can feel the gentle inside. at least,i can feel..heheh

Thursday, July 14, 2011

merdeka.!


short update:
hari ni last paper exam .. that was make me very mad inside.. one word.. its tough.. exam end with no happiness joining the last paper mode. but its okay.. pray hard 4 the best.. for me and for all my friends as well.. usaha sudah... tinggal tawakkal dan berdoa.. :stop talking bout exam:

end of 3rd year as a dentistry student. its tough yet lots of memories to stick on 3rd year diary..with bunchs of presentation to be done,lab work with bucket of tears to run the due dates.. lectures who are sooo 'rewel'.. but somehow,its teach me how to be 'someone'.yeahhh.. its sweet and sour of life. been there,done that..

owh,one more.. im couting days noww.. cant wait.. may God bless us... hey,no tunang,no nikah okay.. dun judge! hahaha...

12 days to go. will wait darling.. i love u......


Sunday, June 26, 2011

............=(


Missing you
more and more each day
just seeing your face
takes my breath away
one moment with you
would make everything ok
whenever i see you
I wish you could stay
no words can express
how much I need you
how my love is so true
but i will spend this night
once again, missing you


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

:)


i jz love to see this smiley face..
im happy that u r happy on ur birthday..
thats what i want...

i love you...
. i do appreciate to have such a great experiance being apart from each other...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN SAYANG...
LOVE U.. MUAAAHHHHHH.


thanx to athirah 4 being out camerawoman sampai melompat2 lari sebab de lipas.. hihihihi..

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

sanah helwah ya habibi.. uhibbuki~~~


yeah.. its been a long long time ago im not write something in this blog.. lazy me.. but 2day, i think ,i should have 1 special post for one of my special person in my life.. and i hope,it will remain special for the entire of my life.. dats my doa' and u guys pray 4 me too kay..:)

to my dear,
thanx 4 being with me no matter what condition i am ,
thanx 4 loving me unconditionally,
thanx 4 being part of me when i fall down down to the bottom,
thanx 4 being patient of my unpredicted emotional,
thanx 4 all those thing u've done for me..
thanx 4 all the precious love u spread to me..

i hve thousands of thanx but i cant write it all here... i jz can say millions of thanx of whaever things that happen between us during almost 4 years we went thru together..

dear,
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do

happy birthday dear.. always pray 4 ur success... be a better person.. work harder to achieve what to aim in your life... be a better hamba to our GOD..

AND AGAIN.. HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY DEAR.. AND HAPPY 44 MONTHS ANNYVERSARY..
LOVE U ALWAYS...

Monday, January 31, 2011

leaving on a jet plane....

esok aku akan bertolak pulang ke tanah air.. aaaaaaaa.. ayat skema.. dah2.. hhehe.. sok aku

balik kg.. start cuti sem.. sebuln setengah.. lpas ni no more cuti lame2 .. that y kali ni aku

balik.. xbuat short sem.. esok flight kol 8.30. am..pg2 sok dah plan nk jumpa kak nad n intan

kat airport.. intan pernh jumpa skali.. kak nad xpernh jumpa lagi.. sok 1st time jumpa.

ehehehe..
mmmm.. duk umah nnty,aku xde kawan.. ad mak ayah n nenek je.. dlu klu balik,de adik

bongsu kat umah... skrg dia dah masuk asrama.. so akulah anak tunggal kat umah..


ooowwwwwhh! mesti bosan.. seb bek anak2 sedara aku dekat.. leh maen ngan dorg.. tp

siang jela.. malam sume dah pakat2 balik umah masing2.. umah dekat la katakan..

uhuuuuuuuuuuuu... xpela.. nk wat cmne... 1st week kat umah agak bz sebab aku nk g klantan..
my schoolmate kawen.. kebetulan satu daerah.. n ramai my schoolmates akan attend... so

,kiranya leh wat reunion gak la masa kawen dorg ni.. kitorg mmg da lama xjumpa since abes

spm 2005.. haaaaa.. dekat 5 tahun ok.. b4 this aku asyik miss je kawan2 aku kawen.. tunang

sume.. so kali ni mmg ada himah gak la aku balik kan..

n bila balik,susah sket nk on9.. klu nk on9mkena g umah my bro.. kat umah dia de wifi.. tp jauh .. klu aku pandai drive xpe.. haaa.kantoi la kan mmg xpandai drive.. xpe2.. nnty aku pandai la tu..ahhaah... mmm,.. so sebuln setengah xleh on9,xleh on ym.. xleh fb... uhuuuuuuuu.. n im gonna miss my dear so much.. sebab skrg kitorg mmg contact via internet je.. skype sume.. n bila balik mesia.. beza waktu 2 jam setengah.. owwhhh... beza sejam setengah pon da rasa .. ini kan pula 2 jam setengah.. perbezaan yg agak susah nk adapt.. klu beza 12 jam lagi senang kooottt...uhuuuuuuuu.. sayang,awak jg diri baik2 taw.. sy balik,awak jgn la skype ngan org len selain membe awak yg sy kenal tu.. taw sayang... xmo ym lama2 ngan org laen mcm awak buat kat sy. tawwwwwwwww sayangggggggggggg.. uhuuuuu.. sdh la xdpt on9.. tp luckily,kat umah kita dpt msg.. kat indon xpernh pon kita dapat sms from hp to hp kan sayang.... i gonna miss u alot sayang....

nway,happy holidays sume.. sem depan dah masuk sem 6.. semoga lebih bersemangat!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

proceed



i cant even start my notes untill i found out what was happen...

guiltiness was run in my blood eventho me myself dunno what the reason was..

gimme the answer,and i'll keep it safe.....:(




Saturday, January 22, 2011

permintaan hati......



karena wanita ingin di mengerti
lewat tutur lembut dan laku agung
karena wanita ingin di mengerti
manjakan dia dengan kasih sayang

Friday, January 21, 2011

being appreciated........


awk taw sy xske rasa kn tggl..

awak taw sy sgt sensatif..

awak taw sy xleh dgr awak xsiht..

awak taw sy cpt nangis...

awak taw sy cpt majuk klu xkena cara...

..................................

dan awak pon dah taw cmne nk amik hati sy balik...


......................................

tp sy rasa awak xkn pernah taw

sejauh mane sy syg awak

sebab sy sendiri pon xtaw...........

yg sy taw

sy mmg btol2 syg awak.

dan sy xtaw

ap akn jadi

klu awak xde ngan sy...



yayang,mish u..T_T